좌 Chwa

Fix

K man if u wanna be sociable, “not ugly”, and productive, FUCKING SLEEEEEEP REGULARLY.

Common minsoo/danny… smh

N.V.

Envying other ppl brings down my confidence. Stop envying.

Too much posts. Summary

I don’t like having many posts so imma summarize every “deep thoughts” and “ideas” I’ve had in the past 10 days.

• May 22 - I should stop thinking about anything even remotely related to “her” She is still “perfect” though, IMO.
• May 23 - Sometimes it’s better to bond with friends than to work of self-improvement. Beat Tommy in arm wrestling.
• May 23- 영장나와서 한국 못간다 ㅅㅂ
• May 28 - The only efficient source of motivation = anger. My attempts to find other sources of motivation were futile.
• May 28 - Game of Thrones = #1 priority
• May 29 -  I become lazier if there are more things to do (that are not fun)
• May 30 -  I don’t fall into stereotypes / generalizations.

Kids

I thought I loved all kids

Never mind, please.

“Rush” St-Pierre

*This post is not about George Rush St-Pierre (GSP)*

*Quck (unorganized) post before I go out.*

I love this rushed feeling

well not really “rushed”

but

uh

“hype” feeling

best example of this feeeling would be when you take a little too much caffeine and go jittery

I feel unusually confident and daring and fun and exciting and energetic.

Since Tuesday, I’ve been way too lethargic.

Now I’m ready to.. like.. do the craziest things (as long as it’s fun)…

IDK what changed me in just few hours though. Lemme think…

I felt tired right after work… then I…

Ate sushi, talked with a friend on phone for an hour, took ~1.75 scoops of Jack3d, worked out, took a shower, and took vitamins.

Maybe it’s just combination of all of those things.

I know I’ll crash tonight though cuz I can feel it comin. happened a lot before

-_-

Everyday since Tuesday I’ve been DEAD TIRED.

I sleep around 11 hours and I even skipped my exams to sleep.

But damn I’m tired as helllll
This is not me 

Goooooaaaaaaaaalllll

*not a soccer post*

These goals will prolly change within a week or so.
Just stating them to have it here.

3 Long term goals (more than 3 years)

• Find a perfect, dreamlike place to live. Somewhere that I can proudly call “home”… somewhere I can feel like I perfectly belong there. Perfect home with a lovely neighborhood + awesome neighbors. 

• Marry the perfect “girl” and have many lovely kids and be happy and all that lovey-dovey shit. I want kids like Jinny (((((:

• Be successful. I want to be respected but loved. Trusted and cared for. I want to be powerful. I want life to be chill.  I want to help those in need and in order for me to do that, I need to be successful first.