I NEED MONEY!
My mind fills up
My head stops
My heart is steady
My soul wanders
one damn thing go right for me?
or at least not against me?
Undeserved momentary pleasure results in permenant guilt
I’m in need of anger
I need that drive, the motivation, and the mentality
I want someone to get in my face right now
I want a reason to rage
I have overwhelmingly plenty reasons to be mad already, but I’m feeling too chill right now.
Chill = lazy
When I rest, I rust
Fuck, Fuck, and fuck is all I
have to say today. should have been FUCKING saying all this FUCKING time.