March 2012
33 posts
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3.29.2012
Today was a bad day
I had reasons to be frustrated, disappointed, and just plain sad
Well
I thought to myself
‘It’s good to have some bad days once in awhile’
and
‘I had a good day yesterday so a bad day today balances things out’
IDK if I’m being optimistic or just being a hippie
Recipe
Just ‘til 10min ago
I was motivated
I got that occasional motivation
I think there is a “recipe” for it
Anger caused by a sociological factor
Self-criticism
Somewhat exhausting physical activity
No social contact for at least a day
Busy schedule
I’m always productive when I don’t hang out or meet friends
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Ex.
Onetime, long ago, I cut myself out...
3.28.2012
It’s been a long time since I’ve hung out w ppl ‘til I became tired-tired
We played pool for like 7hrs wtf LOL
Well.. we went to Dick’s for like an hour too but damn..
I wanna sleep now but IDK I gotta do a literary analysis too
Just kidding
I’m not doing that shit
Training Log
Last week: I did what I said I’d do
2x cardio
2x WB workout (improvised)
Ate well and drank more than usual
This week: Slowly getting back to my original regime
3x cardio
3x WB workout (big -> small -> big)
Eat.Drink.Sleep
3.26.2012
I told myself that I’d start writing about more positive aspects of my life.
Guess i’ll start w/ this post
——-Edit: 3.27.2012
——-Summarized, edited, and deleted some portions
[[MORE]]3.26.2012
I didn’t skip and went to school. Took a nap afterwards. Then went to get lightbox treatment @ westend
Dermatology Associates of Virginia..
Specifically Dr....
I thought about skipping but nah I'll just go to...
#revolutionary
#historical moment
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Gayness 3.25.2012
This post is about my spontaneous but possibly useful dedication to start writing (blogging) like a gay* hippie
…
I think my ‘blog’ or ‘online-journal’ only deals with the more “serious” topics of my life
I’m either mad/philosophical/ideological when I’m on Tumblr
I rarely post about the funner and happier aspects of my life
But starting...
Future Plans 3.24.2012 @3:56PM
Just gonna go to comm college 2yrs then transfer
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Start reading books
Restart MMA soon (within 2wks)
Be a volunteer firefighter (within 1 month)
Start learning how read piano sheet musics
Become a much better sushi-maker
Learn guitar
Go rock-climbing
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Make a grand by my birthday May 14 (1.5 grand if I don’t go to NOVA) (2 grand if I don’t go out to eat / 놀아)
Schedules
I have an intense fucking life schedule
I drive on average ~1,000 miles per week
This is BS
I’m tired as fuck and I don’t feel like doing it sometimes but I have to
Today I just feel like knocking out on my bed
But I gotta workout and make up school bullshit and shit and fuck and fuck
I’m skipping tomorrow again fuck this shit
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Passion
Edit: 3.22.2012
This post was unnecessarily long
So, to summarize:
I played too much for past few months cuz I was happy that I was freed from those inhumane curses
So
I’m gonna workout and stuff again
Run, workout, eat well, drink tons, sleep well, wrestle and MMA.
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Freeloading2
I 얻어먹었어’d twice since my last post “Freeloading”
I’m a hypocrite
I stated that 얻어먹어ing was 예의없어
But my friend said he’ll buy me Capital Ale today and I let him.
“뭐 돈도 없는데 한두번 얻어먹는건 괜찮겠지”
라고 생각했는데
이번 주말 + 오늘만 해도 6번째 얻어먹었다 ㅅㅂ
사준다는데 거절 하는게 비매너인지
3일만에 6번 얻어먹는게 비매너인지…
Damn, I’m so Asian (cheap)
Good times today tho
“Going to...
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Goddamn I need some motivation to do some school...
Ideas
[[MORE]]Will be using this post for ideas
Character likability
slow-mo walk towards the screen with dark / powerful ambient music
Background scores / themes are the most efficient second to visualization
Big event coming up.. perfect time for hype build-up
Likeable antagonists with sympathetic background
Antagonist giving near-arrogant stare into the screen while about to do something...
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Freeloading
I should chill w freeloading
Like..
Today 4 diff ppl bought me 4 diff meals
I went to church just to 얻어먹어 some 삼겹살
I even let a girl buy something for me (95% of the time, it’s the other way around)
돈은 한 50불쯤 아낀것같지만
예의가 아닌가 싶다
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Role Model
For as long as I can remember, I thought that I needed a role model
A person that I can look up to, someone besides my dad
[[MORE]]I’m not really “looking for” a person who I’ll “choose” as a role model
But every time I think about it, there is no “candidate” for a person who I can consider to be my “role model”
Maybe my standards are...
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Kony
Me: Damn Kony2012 hype ended quick
Bro: What was Kony again?
Me: It's an awareness program started by Invisible Children
Bro: Oh I thought it Kony was a pedophile who kidnaps and rapes children
LMAO
서글픔
…
^These three “dots” or “periods” represent silence
…
I want some silence
…
오늘 내 마음은 왠지 서글퍼진다
모든게
복잡하고
아쉽고
혼란스럽고
안타깝다
…
I should never m—t —-t ——on again
But I probably will
난 바보니까
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RRRROOOOFFFFLLLLL
I have a motherfucking 7.6* in my honors gov’t class
7.6 as in
7.6 out of 100
I should stop skipping and start making up some work
That’s hilarious
7.6? HAHAHAHA
[[MORE]]I know I skipped a ton but I thought I was fine because I still somehow managed to get a 101.8 in Sociology, a solid A in English, and a close A in math when I missed ~70% (or more) of class time
But damn
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reminder) mike gozar
NOVA 350z
NOVA for like the 8th time this year from Saturday morning -> Sunday 8AM
For ~3wks I haven’t gone to nova so I made and saved ~$600
But I spent fucking ~$350, if not more.
[[MORE]]The biggest spendings
$40 towards Kony2012
~$80 on gas cuz we drove around so much, and I drove like 8hrs total and we found out my Corolla’s 0-60 time (w/o me flooring the hell outta it) -19 seconds...
Piano
One of my passions is playing the piano
I love it as much as I love wrestling
However
I’ve been slacking off from learning a new song from late 2011 to early 2012 due to health-related issues and stress and having had no time
Well it’s March of 2012 now
I’m starting to learn new songs again
May 27 - Yiruma is the latest addition to my “play list”
This song gets...
Reminder) Do cardio every other day.
