May 2012
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April 6, 2012: Bowling
I broke my self-made promise today
I went out and spent money I chilled 3 days in a row without me having to spend any money (not incluing gas) but I broke it today
[[MORE]]Today I wrestled
Then got lightbox treatment @ westend Chilled w gil
then Went out and got wendys then mall($1) Drove to and fro westend (3rd consecutive time)
Bowling 6v6 for like 3 hrs ($14)
I mean they were fun I...
nap hapy
for the first time in a long time, i took a nap
i haven’t felt so relaxed and happy in awhile
I believe most of it is because my skin is extraordinarily good today
..
I kept wakin up several times in a row b/c i knew i had to go to MMA but i now just woke up late and ate dinner, and missed my Muay Thai class. I’ll just go for grappling then take-downs.
I dreamed a lot during my nap.
I...
To Do: 1) surround myself with successful ppl. 2)... →
In addition to what i already do
April 2012
55 posts
아이구
승건: 지니야 아빠가좋아 (민수) 오빠가좋아?
지니: 오빠가! (gives me 뽀뽀)
아 귀여워죽겠다ㅠㅠㅠ 결혼하면 이런딸들 대여섯명 키워야겠어.
현덕이형(지니아빠)죄송
Minor chords
April 28th ( Saturday ) - efficient day.
Fed the homeless (it didnt go as I thot it would but still was a good cause)
Then helped my boy fill in his 1st job app then chilled w him.
Today was an efficient + fun day.
Its fun teachin friends MMA
Its awesome when ur friends have similar interests as u
I REALLY wish I was friends w someone in Midlo (or just closeby) that I could train MMA...
Called the name of the forgotten
I let people down and make them disappointed.
[[MORE]]I have suffered throughout my life, but I wasn’t the only one. If anything, I made them suffer.
My family and All the people that trusted me All the people that had helped me
Me
I hate my past
I don’t like my present
I wish I could be erased
Not dead, not forgotten, but erased. I wish I never happened.
Silent care, unknown love, and...
dcasxdx23xr e324
씨발
잉여짓 하는것도 질린다
I’m productive but life sucks.
Done and done
I’ve tried to help out couple kids, but I’m done with ‘em now.
[[MORE]]They slow me down and fraustrate me with their apathy for everything productive.
I only tried to help ‘em cuz I also went through the same shit.
However, I can’t help them b/c they’re different than me; their pain and downfall of life is coming from their own choosing.
I can’t say anythin about their academics b/c I never...
Feelin Like a Boss
April 24, 2012 Monday
I almost choked out a 10-time all-american wrestler couple times today while live wrestling.
I feel soooooo much more confident, altho I (obviously) lost to him in the end.
He most likely didn’t give his best but I still feel great.
훗
배우고 싶은것만 배울것이다.
나머지는 꺼져라
Ap Euro 85
Gov’t 72
—-
Physics: just do min. work
Eng: just do min. work
math: i can get like a 0
s. skills: i can get a 0
sociology: never worry
Wasted Weekend 4/20->4/22/2012
Most useless weekend ever.
Friday was fun but then I slept my weekend away.
I slept 15hrs on Friday then 12.5hrs on Saturday.
Now I can’t sleep but I have school soon.
I would skip but my friends probably will not skip anymore b/c we already skipped way too much.
“Being solitary is being alone well: being alone luxuriously immersed in doings...”
– Alice Koller
submitted by: freshgypsy
what ive been doin for past 2(?) weeks
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UFC 140
Possibly the greatest UFC “episode” I’ve seen.
Chan Sung Jung 정찬성’s 7 second tko
Some unknown guys’ heart and will vs power
Nogueira (little nog) beats Tito via body shots
Frank Mir submits Nogueira (big nog) and breaks his arm
Jon Jones is fuckin way too lengthy; he uses his height to do a standing guillotine against Lyoto Machida.
Danny vs Minsoo
Two different names
Two different identities
4.21.2012 Saturday
On Friday I slept @ 4AM (or technically, Saturday @ 4AM)
Consequently, I woke up around 6PM today.
Today was possibly the most useless day of 2012.
I have only been awake for like 2 hours now. Altho I went to the “training” thing for the homeless feeding program, today still was a wasted day.
[[MORE]]
Friday was a pretty good day. Cabin in the Woods stills blows my mind off.
But...
Aigoo
Couple of my long-time friends are changing and are becoming way too sassy and self-conceited for me to handle.
I guess I should loosen up some ties; they just make me *smh*
In a way, they’re truly 불쌍해
im usually an extremely nice guy but i wanna be completely aloof from selfishness and sassy bitchiness.
i am really disappointed that they turned out this way.
Idk how to handle it
Idk how to reply to drama
Especially girl drama
I can’t support either side or back out of the drama
If I try to have ‘em handle it maturely, they get even more crazy.
Whatthe hell.
Kun's Everyday Questions
Most reckless kid ever.
Kun: 뭐하냐
Kun: 노바갈까?
Kun: JMUㄱㄱ?
Kun: 한국 언제가냐?
skins doing incredibly well right now it almost seems normal
i am so used to pain that this feels strange
Hey man
Don’t be nice.
Why you gotta buy ‘em anything?
You don’t even have money for yourself.
Another Letter for Myself
Hey Minsoo
You are fucking hopeless.
Fuck you.
STOP GOING OUT.
You should have more than $3,000 right now if you didn’t go out so much.
Don’t hang out, but don’t live like a bum either.
Do shit by yourself.
You get up from this computer right now and just take 10 steps into your room.
I know you just read that sentence above this and thought “hell nah”, but...
4/15/2012 Petite Finale
End of Sping Break, spent the day in an inefficient fashion
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Carwash -> church -> waste time -> got the $8 worth of cake-pops for my daughters but they weren’t here so fml -> starbucks -> home -> rest -> attempt to study -> research like a madman about my dream cars -> organize all my tumblr text posts which actually didn’t take that much of a time...
Spring Break Goal Assessment
Final assessment for my list of goals I had for Spring Break
Restart 격투기 (MMA)
Learn French
Work out
Learn piano
Read books
Dermatology and chiropractor appointments
Go on an “adventure”
MMA is good
French is aite
Work outs replaced with MMA
Halfway into Eve - Yiruma
No books
Done w/ appointments
Ran outta money to go on an adventure
My Babes
[[MORE]]Hyundai Genesis 5.0 R-Spec = Fastest
(0-60@4.8s)
5.0L V8
429 HP @ 6400 RPM
376 lb-ft @ 5000 RPM
Braking from 60mph = 112 ft
Turning circle = 36 ft
16/25 MPG
Lexus GS 350f Sport AWD = Best comfort
(0-60@5.8s)
3.5L V6
306 hp @ 6,400 rpm
277 lb-ft @ 4,800 rpm
Brake from 60mph = 112 ft
Turning circle = 37.4 ft
19/26 MPG
BMW 335xi = Best cost:car ratio
(0-60@5.4s)
...
내 마음의 빈자리
요세 자주 내 인생에서 무언가가 빠진듯한 느낌이든다.
[[MORE]]가끔씩은 그 무언가가 내 가족인것 같기도하지만 난 너무나도 내 가족들에게 상처를 주었기때문에 이젠 애정따위 표현하는건 불가능하다.
사이는 좋지만, 사랑은 못한다.
이 텅빈 느낌은 외로움과 다른것이라고 생각된다.
왜냐면 난 외로울만한 이유가없으니까. 2012년 세해부터 지금까지 수많은 친구들과 쉴세없이 어올려다녓으니까.
가끔씩 애인이있었으면 이 텅빈 느낌이 사라질거라는 어리석은 생각이 든다만…
난 사람들과 친해질순있되 사랑은 하지못하는 염병이다.
어떤 한 여자에게 관심을주는게 꺼린다.
뭐, 좋아할만한 여자들도 별로없다 몇명 괜찮은 여자들을 골라서 관심좀 보여줘봤지만, 힘만들고 재미도없다.
나는 다시한번 아~주 끌리는 여자한번...
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April 13, 2012: Freeloading Soccer
Chiropractic then take a walk around downtown then soccer then pho then Coldstone then tumblr then learn French.
I didn’t wanna play soccer but I guess it was chill.
[[MORE]]I should ask myself: was today worth the cost? And the answer would be: Yes.
Wonseok paid me $15 for giving him rides and bought me a gatorade.
선주누나 paid me $5 for the “심부름” but I guess I spent that all...
April 12, 2012: Tough Day.
Such a demanding day
[[MORE]]Dermatology appointment. got 2 shots and some pills and was told that I should keep the same routine as before.
Those 2 shots got to me and during MMA i experienced nosebleeds, nausea, and mad fatigue.
I threw up twice and I can’t stop sneezing.
I was also emotionally down because I felt (and still feel) like I don’t deserve the DAoVA’s...
DMsC 7
Incomparable power comes from motivation
Motivation comes from pain
Look back at myself, become motivated
나
April 11th, 2012 11:58 p.m.
Looking through my old Tumblr posts and realizing how I slowly became who I am today.
[[MORE]]—-edit 12:13 a.m.
I did have overwhelming reasons to be angry.
—-edit 12:20 a.m.
I have a fucking story to tell.
If I ever stood up on one of those SIMA stage things and did a testimony I think it woulda been pretty damn powerful.
—-Edit 12:23...
My daugter
진희: *trying to play guitar*
Kun: *Plays guitar skillfully*
진희: 조용히좀 해봐!
5 min pause
Kun: *Plays a chord*
진희: 아~ 시끄러워죽겠네!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 귀여워죽겠다 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
April 11, 2012: Daughter
MMA is a joke compared to babysitting
*picture of Ginny from 2 months ago
[[MORE]]I woke up then went to chiropractor then visited the sushi bar then 현덕이형 asked me to take care of 진희
I thought it’d be awesome but damn it was a lotta work
I was supposed to babysit her and get her interested in piano but holy damn god jesus christ of this heaven and galaxy universe afopcwe jcfi2o3
She...
OWW
Pain all over my body because of MMA
[[MORE]]You know you’re training hard when your abs hurt just from walking
I think I over-trained today
My jaw hurts cuz I use the hell outta my jaws as a defensive weapon when grappling
Sometimes my elbows feel like they’re going to pop
My right wrist is sorta definitely sprained
My right ankle sucks right now
My left shoulder bones are...
April 9, 2012: 격투기
I finally restarted MMA today :)
I was “evaluated” and I did very well.
I even set a record for the wall-sit portion of the ‘test’.
[[MORE]]Although I couldn’t get the 30-day free trial because I’m a returning member, I enjoyed this day tremendously.
MMA training will cost me a fortune though, so I really should not go out and spend money anymore.
I’m planning to go everyday.
Tomorrow...
April 8->9, 2012: Easter workout
My gym was closed when I did buncha BS just to workout for tonight.
I still did a little bit of cardio by running there.
I mean I’m taking a walk under the full moon through the perfect luminescent darkness.
[[MORE]] Everything’s so much better and everything seems scary but “romanticistic” and its all awesome
Yeeee
Guess ill just be melodramatic and do some deep thinking and enjoy my...
Gotta stop it
I wanna sweet car
I gotta stop wanting it
Altho it gives me motivation to save up money
I waste time researching it and just end up being greedy and envying ppl
Although I know I won’t be able to resist such sexy temptations
I know it’d be better for me if I stopped being materialistic.
“Success is the best revenge”
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My favorite song to play on the piano
Feelings of...
YEE
On top of “no nova” I’m adding
No more westend for hanging out purposes either
Too much damn gas
If I gotta go doctor’s office there, that’s that. But don’t go westend unless necessary
Spring Break
Lately, I’ve been 놀아ing wayyyyy too much. I even spent 93.333% of my net-income.
So I plan to spend this spring break on self-enhancement.
Restart 격투기 (MMA)
Learn French
Work out
Learn piano
Read books
Dermatology and chiropractor appointments
Go on an “adventure”
Don’t spend money unless necessary (e.g. gas $) and NO, NO, NO NOVA… unless someone drives me...
