좌 Chwa

Ugh

I’m alive…

Wow

I learned several lessons n I needta jot em down before knocking out…

Fuck

My mind is too blank

Nevermind

ocean city haha

fuck u

10.5% tax on everything

and jackin up prices during summer (which is reasonable)

HAHA fuckin GG, my bank account

—edit

ok so now i feel pro at searching for hotels

Dunes Motel 

THe Sea Hawk Hotel

fucking call ‘em ASAP before work today.

sleeping @ 4-6am

and waking up @ 12 - 3:30pm

how the fuck…

ugh nvm

http://www.upgradereality.com/100-crazy-things-to-do-before-you-die/

This summer’s been, so far, moderately fun.

I just went out a lot and was minimally productive.

I skipped work and MMA countless times just to play.

However, I didn’t find this summer too amusing until now.

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I purchased two vouchers to go skydiving (:

Plans are being made on travelling to Ocean City for several days around 4th of July

I banked up on graduation money and my health is relatively fair

It is likely that I go jet skiing + waterskiing

NOVA life n friends

I got credits left for Peak (indoor mountain climbing)

Will go to a shooting range.

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I am learning many things (e.g., French, guitar, MMA, etc)

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I guess life should be pretty awesome starting real soon.

I just gotta stop sleeping @ 5am…

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and snowy days

and stormy days

and foggy days

and hurricane-y days

they have such 낭만적인 character

FUCKING I JUST FUCKING UGH

OVERDRAFT PROTECTION BULLSHIT

I am a dumbass

Thinkin about it, I haven’t laughed forreal in a longgg time.

There were more than enough funny times in the past few yrs but

I haven’t laughed ‘til I 쓰러져’d in YEARS

I feel happy but not joyous.. if that makes any sense.

i have no goals right now. i’m just doing things to do them.

I’m hanging out with “wrong” ppl too.

I’ve promised to assist some ppl acheive their goals but IDK…

Helping ppl is much different than i thot.

Guess I gotta go outta town again pretty soon. I don’t like staying in midlo for more than few days. Damn.. I guess I do “travel” too much.

Imma workout for size instead of strength now.

I’m decently strong for my size. I just need more mass.

Although I love being underestimated by bigger dudes and then surprising the hell outta them with my “hidden” strength, I think I should gain at least 15lbs of muscle.

Most people do not understand that size =/= strength and it’s somewhat frustrating.

I’m just gonna get big enough to be considered “big” then I’ll train for parkour.

I’ll miss winning arm wrestling against people with like literally 5x my arm size.
Am I being cocky right now? Kinda, but I need to be. I keep underestimating myself. I gotta view myself more confidently.